Monday, September 04, 2006

THE GEOMETRY OF A CONSCIOUSNESS OF DESIRE

In the above figure you see geodesic linear and curved universes within the simmering nothingness. It is appropriate to assume that curved universes are more common because they can rise in a lower desire energy concentration. Linear geodesic universes will require more absolute desire energy concentrations, thus their rareness.

Corona Universes

In the figure above you are seeing linear geodesic and curved universes immersed in the nothingness and rising definition from it; more you are seeing them overreach towards each other with massive coronas. But what is more interesting is that above the universes, in the oldest regions, that is the coldest regions that still retain energy values, even if they have to gathered instead of exploding it or fusing it as mighty energy might do, but here you have the rising consciousness developing the zero energy idea that eventually becomes a rising corona from the low energy regions of the universe. This rising corona of an ideal infinite entity can exceed the girth of the physical universe, and it can do this because it does not follow the rules of physical laws, it does follow rules of its own but they are highly irrational they defy any principles that are know to humanity; so rising coronas are inexplicably fantastic and are indefatigable in their ability to conquer that which can not touch them and they can not touch. In this rising corona the infinite entity effect can form a coalition against the nothingness, it would posses phenomena that would allow the invincible increase of the girth of the older regions , the most exterior regions of the universe, thus increasing the universe with supreme desire definition without really increasing its mass, which is in effect what nothingness reacts against. It is the supreme desire that definition not perish.

An infinite entity will create a corona effect and this effect will be able to ignore the physics of its universe and any other universe. The fact that its strange properties do not interact with energy will in theory allow for infinite penetration potential, however this is not something that we can prove so we won’t. Allow for the zero energy corona to be capable of extending about seven times the size of the universe that nurtures its metaphysics; seven is a winning number and positively religious number, unlike 666. And note that this corona does not cover all of the universe that fosters it, because the corona only rises from the oldest most conscious prone parts of its existence. So it is sure that all of the universe will not possess the corona effect, so coronas inherently occupy the oldest parts of the universe but by nature of their low energy origins they are the youngest component of a universe. The infinite potential of the corona will allow it to touch other universes. Under such metaphysical conditions, any zero energy constituent would be able to inhabit any and every region inhabited by the corona, it is perhaps unfortunate and difficult to comprehend that the corona does not distinguish one of its parts from any other of its parts, so in a way the conquering of an infinity of nothingness forces all definitions to unite and that unity eliminates the individuality which means that you can be anywhere within the corona because you are the corona; though in reality you are no longer really yourself, you have abandoned that idea of self, and this is the part that makes it so difficult for us to convert to such mighty and absolute definition.

The aspect that I find most fascinating aspect of the corona is that to it is indeed an infinity within itself, it does not age, it does not mature, it is complete and non evolving, it can become more and more but more and more of the same, this is why it will be identical to the corona rising from another universe, it will not have the ability to exceed itself, to rot or to age, such an entity is either immediately alive of immediately dead, if one of its parts dies it all dies, this is its greatest weakness. Such severe definition of self is mandated by the nature of its existence which is based on a singularity of absolute zero energy, this does not allow for variance, for weight, for physical substance. And this very fragile corona while infinite is younger than the universe that produces it though this entity is completely unaware that it did not come first, further the infinity is aware of nothingness, it is aware that things perish. And why it knows they perish is because the infinity thing has a feeling of self that is a diagram of the consciousness that develops it, if the consciousness that creates this entity does not traslmulgate into the zero energy corona, the corona senses the disappearance of something that is not in the universe that it feels but can not touch. This loss is an absolute loss to it and an absolute gain to the nothingness but the nothingness does not know that it has won anything, the nothingness does not have any idea that it is causing so much suffering with its supreme indifference, nor does it have any idea that there is an infinite entity that is so far away from it and so energyless that it can not feel it, so it does not phantom that escape energy desire has indeed manufacturer an alternative default value structure to the nothingness.

And so there is the completely fascinating my friend, the escape can reach into the absolute with such vividness and brilliance that the nothingness can not identify it, unfortunately the fact that it is not identifiable by the nothingness also means that it is not easily identifiable by us, in order to escape the nothingness and the perdition of the universe we have created an entity so unlike us, that it is more unlike us than even nothingness, that is correct we have more in common with nothingness than with the corona created by our escape desire. And so it is that more of us go back into the nothingness than into the corona, and because the corona can not really communicate with us, it can not tell us really how to convert into zero energy entities, further anything that the corona advises us is bound to be in absolute conflict with our existence, we live in an energy universe, and while we are at the edges of that energy we are still more energy than anything else. More important is that since that corona has a zero value it does not really care about the universe, it sees the universe as backwards in nature, it knows what truly needs to be done to truly escape the nothingness and so a universe that is playing with abundant energy is hideous to this zero energy thing, and so it will ask of us to absolve from what we are, to reject what makes us the beings that we are.

What is difficult to communicate here is that the thing does not know what it means to be us, it can impose ideas of how we should behave so as to arrive at a zero energy state but the terrible reality is that the damn thing does not know how it became infinite and energyless, as far as it is concerned it has always been and will always be and by virtue of the fact that universes always rise from the nothingness and many develop coronas, and because those that do not will fall back into the nothingness but still savor the propensity to return into definition, it stands to reason that the sublime objective is to escape again and again until by accident alone one stumbles into the desire zero energy condition.

The corona is ignorant, don’t listen to it, it can not teach you anything, it can hinder you, the only one that can help you reach the corona is ultimately you figuring which path to follow as you stumble into it, and if you doubt this just remember one basic and brutal fact, infinite things do not have a beginning, when infinite things appear they look the same from every angle and this makes it impossible for them to recognize you or anything that has a finality. The infinite does not communicate with the finite, you will only reach the infinite when you stumble into it, and when you do you will not know this self that you are and you will not understand this universe that you inhabit.

You may wonder how it is that this corona can be so ignorant, and here I will answer that for you so pay attention. The corona is infinite like the infinity of nothingness and infinite things do not register anything outside of themselves, which means that everything is very much the same and very together, unlike for example our universe that is very fragmented, and infinity can only be joined by an entity if it replicates that entity in every way. The energy of desire has the capacity to adopt any entity, it requires however more concentration to become the entity of an infinity than say the entity of a curved universe. Although both require vast amounts of definition infinity requires absolute definition at all levels. The immediate advantage to such concentration is that you get to be everywhere at once and nothing would rise to struggle against you, since nothing would join your infinity unless it had already too become like you and your infinity, two indistinguishable. So it is not so much that the corona is ignorant as it is that its infinity does not allow for it to understand variables. In a curved universe such as ours you will find that there are different entity channeling and using energy in very different ways, some use energy to explode others to compose, to fuse or to hold separate entities together, but because of the individual personality of the entities within their universe they are mortals, they merge or are destroyed by the corrosive forces of other entities, it an infinite entity any sense that it has of this reality would lean it to conclude that we are insane. Further such an entity having harmonized itself with an absolute definition of self, would assume that it was our desire to act with such opposing fervor in so many different directions. Such an entity would indeed be partially correct in thinking this, we are indeed acting on a free will of desire, only that desire was manifested under the condition given to us by the nothingness; in order to oppose the nothingness we knew that we had to create variance, individuality and concentrations of energy; that in order to truly conquer nothingness we would also need to become a singularity of self so as to be infinite was then unimaginable to us. Even now that unity is acquiring a level of importance, even now that we realized that to increase our dynamic humanity we need unity and stability, even now that that is the case we still have to trick ourselves into destroying our individuality. So the corona thing, having itself been born an infinity out of a culminating desire for universals against the nothingness, that corona thing does not understand a bit what it is like to us, nor how it is that our desire was pure in its will and more important in our best interest.

Coronas fail to understand all this because they do not know that awareness only rises after the condition that it explains has already transpired and expired. It is easy for a corona to sit in judgement of our condition because that condition has gone so far as to expired in the corona; the corona has no history back to us, it has completely lost the historical idea, it could not imagine itself being born from an imperfection and a mortality like ours. It senses us struggling in some ways to become like it and so it thinks that it has the prerequisite knowledge to teach us the way, but of course it does not have this prerequisites, it has no clue what leads to itself, any more than humanity has a clue what leads to its own humanity. What humanity does understand and understands better than the corona is that it needs to acquire infinity; and it understand that things as they are, are not well, at least not for it, there is too much struggle, life wants to be successful without the struggle, that this desire will lead it into a personal death, and even to the end of its humanity is not something that humanity perceives; nor is it in the interest of that humanity to perceive it, when humanities desire drives it into an absolute singularity beyond individual recognition it will not be possible for the humanity to know it as other than itself. So it would be rude of us to expect the corona entity to recognize that it needs us more than we need it, we were before it was, even as mortals, even the universe with all of its material limitations, being all more rudimentary that the corona thing is greater and more given to change the meaning of the corona than the corona could impose that upon itself. In fact if we change our minds, our inner desires the quantum jump we make may not ever make a corona or that particular type of corona. The corona exists because we think it is the best way to avoid a cold death, nothing is to prevent us from desiring a different option, and not to make any death threats but the reality is that zero energy is our last option, we are given to love energy because that is what we bathe in and what abounds and what composes most of what we are today; so if we ever manage to reverse entropy the zero energy corona with all its omnipotent infinity is dead for sure.

Above you can see a two corona universe produced when the desire of the consciousness in low energy regions of the universe, shall we say, changes its mind drastically and creates a very different type of awareness. This drastic change of desire creates a separate infinite corona entity which has, in some disconnected way, a greater idea of the future principle of the low energy consciousness. It is important to remember that zero energy entities can not communicate with their parent universe, but the entity that is the aspiration of low energy has a greater accidental communication possibility with the awareness of a universe. It is the accidental interchange between the two that allows for the existence of the corona.

I should point out that even if our driving desire decides not to pursue the zero energy solution to continue our definition, the interesting reality is that the corona will still continue to exist with or without us. The zero energy thing does not interact with us anymore than we interact with it, we can not see it and it can not see us, we can not touch it and it can not touch us, sure it might be able to blow out a candle and we might feel it because we desire to feel it, but neither one of us has the capacity to destroy the other except with threats. We can only threaten the damn thing by refusing to believe in it and it can threaten to deny us its absolutist infinity, it can promise us that without it we will end in perdition, on into the nothingness, but all this things are nothing more than fictitious threats, we have no control over one another, none! And we do not have any power over one another because we are both ideas to each other, we are not married by blood, we are not held together by gravity we are together because of an idea, such is the fragility of it all.

But even without our ability to kill its infinity the corona infinity is more fragile without our support, it continues to be the same thing over and over again, as a desiring consciousness we may, and this is highly improbable but still worthy of mention because it makes obvious the mortality of the corona infinity, but we may choose to believe in another infinite idea, never mind what, I can’t imagine it, but if we decide to pursue another idea, then it stands to reason that the infinite singularity that humanity will arrive at will be vastly different than the current corona idea, if so both ideas would be able to coexist; they would not interact, ideas can not crowd each other out because they do not take up space, so they could coexist completely unaware of each other, unaware of each other because ideas can not think, so they are further out, they have no imagination, so this ideas would be unaware of each other, and they would not attempt to kill one another, ignorance would save them from this sort of conflict. But desire has the incredible ability to change an idea from end to end, not that it is that hard to change an idea, but the idea of an infinity is so huge that the fact that if we change one of its parts will change the whole thing is very impressive. But any way the point is that if we decide as a universe not to believe in something that is already in infinite existence and the universe changes into something unimaginably different , that infinity will continue to be itself regardless of what exist around it and so such infinity would not have a consistent future self, it would always be the same, remember that an infinity can change, it just has to change completely within and so there is an apprehension in that if some forms of desire do not evolve into an infinity and that infinity does not lure mortality that this will zero out the infinity, that is that the infinity will cease to feel itself as belonging, that is that the infinity will not have a sense of self, and such an infinity will undoubtedly become the most despicable thing in the universe, nothingness. Again this is highly speculative, and ideas have a lot of faith but if nothing attempts to communicate with you, even if such communication is possible then that lack of communication will validate your isolation and nullify your existence.

But the relevant part here is that coronas can tangle together because they share their supreme indifference to all energy things in common, and this communion of idea allows them to cross into each others path without so much as a wrinkle of disturbance. Rising from opposite universes coronas are not motivated against each other, and so the immerse into each other and can form a metaphysical chain extending far into anything. You can see how strange this behavior is, two things rarely like to share space, two universes crashing into each other will either destroy one another or merge into a single one, probably the one with the greatest energy to survive most as itself; but two infinite entities crashing into each other, just magnify their presence and immediately act as one for they are not different, they do not extinguish each other, they do not overlap, they simply continue to be more of what they are, more and more and without conflict.

Another interesting thing about a universe is that not all of them qualify for an infinite entity, in order for an infinite entity to rise the cooling down of a universe as it expands into the nothingness must make for slow cooling; if a universe is expanding at an extreme velocity that expansion will discharge a rapid cooling which will not allow time for the cooler areas to stabilize at a low temperature long enough to establish their much needed awareness of finality so as in turn to conceive the infinite idea entity. A universe at some level understands this and much attention is paid to the gravitational forces that allow for gregarious attitudes to be maintained, as the universe cools it tends to solidify so as to hold heat through tension and rigidity. The universe clumps together from the inherent desire to magnify the longevity of its cooler regions; the hotter a universe the less likely it is to clump, that is to resist cooling. It is interesting however that when heat defining density is not maintained a universe may come into and out of existence without ever being aware of what it was or that it existed. That being the case clearly such a universe would never have the ability to express its definition of self.