Monday, September 04, 2006

OPPOSITE CHAMELEON

It must be asked why would we want to isolate ourselves from the original desire universe? And why would we want to make ourselves ignorant of it? Consciousness develops in low energy regions of the universe, in the dying parts of the cosmic universe, the reality is that high cosmic energy does not much care or know about the concept of death but low energy regions begin to feel their mortality, and they begin to feel it because it is no longer absolute energy, that is because once being a part of the whole original desire universe the cooling energy begins to sense an energy separation, low cooling energy does not have the freedom experienced by high energy particles, the lower your energy count the less freedom that you have in the universe, only high energy experiences the universe in its totality. Low energy senses the restriction of solidification, and as it continues to freeze, as its actions get more and more restricted, as its experiences become less and less it begins to acquire ignorance of itself and logically this translates into absolute ignorance of the entire universe. A cooling down causes the cooling energy to lose touch with the higher energy, and life in a desire universe is based on heat, how hot you are is very important, specially for definition against the nothingness, rebellion is not possible if you are not on fire; so suddenly their rises a critical point in which the energy as is cooling finds itself so alienated from the universe that gave rise to its existence, that the energy suffers a shock effect, sensing that it is separating from its complete universe personality, sensing the kiss of death in a zero energy compound, feeling incomplete, feeling like it does not understand what is happening to its universe as its subconscious desire feels it originally, forgetting how it was once a part of it all, not feeling the universe dying with it, that very terrible isolation from the whole rising from an energy singularity gives birth to a need to understand and to a need to reverse the process. Low energy counts acquire ignorance, they lose the ability to be anywhere in the universe or to be anything in the universe, the solidification process isolates, that isolation loses touch with the completeness of the universe and then consciousness rises from the new found ignorance to try to reverse entropy to reverse death, to reverse the trip down to zero energy, and to try to connect to the rest of the universe.

Unfortunately the propagation of consciousness is also a clear sign that the universe is really cooling and cooling fast. The more that life as we know it propagates the more the universe is simmering, cooling down, life only comes into existence in low energy counts, the rise and propagation of humanity is hard core evidence that the universe is rapidly cooling and gently simmering back into the nothingness.

So there you have it the most twisted chameleon act ever, life is the product of a feminine energy, a tunneling chamber constituent manifesting in low energy regions of the universe, that finds itself isolated and dying and gives birth to itself, so as to relearn what it once was in the totality, and to reverse the process of isolation in nothingness as caused by the extinction of its energy. We are trying to mimic more what we are and were as pure energy, yet sewer energy also creates the zero energy corona which is not like the universe, a very different entity, so at once life becomes the very thing that negates the universe, not only is life propagating low energy, for life is a dissipating heat unit, but it is also inadvertently creating or mimicking the existence of an infinite entity that is a zero energy enigma that has nothing in common with us and even less in common with our universe. If the infinite corona is not a fake, then if such idea were to prevail as a definition of eternal existence then our universe and any other universe is finite and dead, infinite entities rising out of finite desire universes need them to die to exist. Death is the harvest of the gods just like absolute nothingness is the flowering of nothingness. This is the strangely opposite chameleon act played by life, life trying to be energy, trying to be omnipotent, ends arresting more energy, same as itself, from the universe but hitherto ends back in the nothingness that it is as much from, as it is from high desire energy manifestation. The opposite chameleon act of life ends in the most pure version of itself, the nothingness where energy manifestations are not allowed is where life is from. Life is attempting the infinity of definition which is the same opposite of the nothingness.

Well so should the universe consider the opposite chameleon public enemy number one? Indeed! But the universe has itself to blame for the problem, the reason that low energy develops a consciousness, the reason why sewer energy seeks an alternative to life that is infinite, is because its initial desire condition was flawed and allowed for the deletion of energies. The fact that the universe can not hold itself together is a flaw of the universe and not to be blamed completely on low energy dissipating units that like life. The reality is that life would not exist if the universe was perfect or if the universe was fair and ceased to exist as a whole entity completely rather that allow for high and low energy discrepancies, the rise of consciousness is evidence of the imperfection of the universe, and if the original desire for definition against the nothingness ever manages to out survive the nothingness it will probably be a low energy unit that will devise the solution.

What is the probability of sewer energy units solving the riddle? Personally I think that it is highly unlikely that low energy units freshly ignorant of the totality of the universe, and giving rise to pedestrian concepts such as knowledge, stand much of a chance of repairing a flawed desire universe. It would be wiser to expect high energy to solve the problem, high energy is closer to infinite possibility, the problem is that high energy does not have cause to think that there is a problem, that energy is depleting, it is the irony of being inundated in plenty of energy, a particle like a electron or a neutrino can do just about anything that they want to do, it is only cooling down that induces rising limitations to bring about consciousness, so while a neutrino or an electron, possessing more possibility are closer to being anything, hence having the necessary awareness to correct a flawed desire universe, they are least likely to seek a correction. It maybe of no comfort to you but the reality is that if a desire universe is not pure and perfect upon inception then it really can not be cured, there is no correction, because the reality is that things never seek to perfect themselves, inertia is rampant so all things seek to be more of themselves, change, radical change, which is what would be required to make a perfect desire universe would deny our existence, and who wants that insanity! The ugly reality is that we are in love with our imperfection and that we are merely seeking to extend its mortal existence into the infinity. The fact that we will end, the fact that our universe is finite, is merely evidence that all flawed things must come to an end, the nothingness might be a terrible simmering of energy, but it does not allow for even a one degree margin of error.

Now back to our point of origin; masculine energy is a product of feminine energy that is twisted with destructive energy. Maleness is an energy created by the feminine by embodiment with a process of reduction, that is feminine energy is subtracted in the creative process that reduction produces a lack of awareness, the lack of awareness is produced from the incompleteness of the process, a male is an incomplete feminine, not allowed to become a complete feminine energy, this desensitizes the masculine and allows for the destructive energy to be channeled though the human imbecile we call a man. This energy can be harnessed for creative and destructive processes based on feminine desire.

All of the energies are available to us with all of their different characteristics framed for us by the perspective of our desired condition, and we are in touch with these energies because we all initiated at the same time. No matter how or when or at what time the universe originated, it all originated at the same time. It is a fundamental reality that the universe is as old as we are, that every part of the universe is aging at the same rate as all of the universe. There is no part of the universe that is not equally old to all of its other parts. The immense reality is that everything that exist today, everything that is encapsulated within the bounds of our universe originated with the same force of desire and from the same singular condition, there is no part of the universe that we have not breathed and that has not breathed us, and there is no part of the universe that we have not touched and that has not touched us, the absolute critical mass singularity of the initiation phase of the universe dictates that we are all, in whatever form of manifestation, the same age as all of the universe that we inhabit, and with all of its memory and possibility, and with all of its potential of desire. It is more of a question of how we express that desire, what the desire condition is. Every energy manifestation and use is voluntary machinations, and by a process all environments in our universe conspire to exist as they are imagined.

But there is one problem, that while we are the same age all of us, and while we are merely one manifestation of one energy reality, chosen over all others, some of that manifestation is based on energy depletion, the manifestation of any desire is created by energy, and so the fact that we are sewer energy means that while we maybe the same age as the rest of the universe we are not as energetic, we can be as old but we have a lower energy count. Our low energy condition will invariably limit our actions of desire because in our universe of desire, energy is king. So sewer energy can not find comfort in the fact that there is no absolute truth, no comfort in the fact that nothing is more or less truth than it is, nor can sewer energy find glory in the fact that it is just as old as the entire universe, nor is there comfort in the fact that we are part of it all within all, the cruel and sad reality is that we are cooling fast, that expansion and entropy are taking their toll, in this reality, and in this universe our desire has not culminated in the complete escape from nothingness, we are bound back into the simmering wasteland, the treachery of a flawed desire, the universal desire is a round expansion, balloon like, only with every square inch filled with blowholes into perdition, and we, one of the parts of our universe, may perish before the universe in its entirety will perish, and it is the loneliness of that death, the lack of complete annihilation that is bothersome, no one likes to die alone.