Monday, September 04, 2006

THE METAPHYSICAL AESTHETIC

All of the topics that concern us none is as imposing, as perplexing, as the aesthetic. It is an extreme that is difficult to explore and imagine, it is unobtainable, but it is impossible to know how exactly it is obtainable.

The corona can not teach us anything because we are its creators, it is not obtainable from itself, it can only come into existence from our angle of existence, but it acquires an independence from this angle, so we are the only ones that can divine our way into the infinite entity and even we, its creator do not know how this manifest itself, at some point and by some strange action some of us become a part of it and lose all memory of being the humanity that we once were, within the corona the imperfection of a humanity is inconceivable as a part of its older self if it could age itself, but the parent self of the corona has been aborted by the loss of energy and time. How could omnipotence and infinity be born out of a mere humanity, this much is inconceivable to the infinite entity, it has changed so much to become a zero energy entity that the ravages of human existence alienate it.

It may seem odd that a mortal imperfection like humanity could give rise to an immortal perfection but in a logical universe, in a rational universe, this can make sense. You can obtain perfection through logical progression, humanity believes that it gets better through time, that it progresses, the fact that humanity is the sand in an hour glass does not even alert humanity to its degeneration from high energy physics. Life considers itself an ascending culmination of intelligence, it has no idea that intelligence is what you acquire when you are so close to death that you brutally wake up to try to understand what is happening to your dying universe. So with such rational ideals the fools of life can believe that in time they will improve and progress but when the universal clock runs out of time and energy life will presumably be the most intelligent thing in it. But in truth life was never more brilliant and more into a part of the universe than before it was born; the entrance to life into being is an acceleration to death, the almost final transformation of energy before its final collapse; it is indeed the final transition point of an evolving death that started to die energy with the big bang, the universe was most alive at ground zero, most against nothing at ground zero, most itself at ground zero, most defined at ground zero; but from the big bang forward, it was the commencement of a dissolution of energy; we have never been evolving and the universe has been running out of time and form since its very inception. So you can see how life looks at its meek building blocks as foundations towards a perfection, life sees its future as an accumulation of brilliance, life believes that only that which is good for it will prevail in life, the idea that life is wrong, that it is very wrong, and that it is not really where a healthy universe wants to expend its energy is an impossible conception to life. It is however the subset created from the irrational, the subset we call logic, the pattern seeker, the measurer of step by step, the creator of the ruler for the insignificant, that permits humanity to imagine the creation of perfection from the imperfection. We evolve into the infinite entity, into the perfection. But you see in an irrational universe of high energy infinite entity things like this do not make any sense, no infinite entity will ever be able to rationalize that we are its building blocks, that it was created out of our dying universe, that we are its ancestry, its progenitors; the closer to infinity you are the less logic makes any sense, the disconnect between mortality and immortality is absolute, the logical step by step processes are only effective in low energy regions that suffer from severe environmental and personal limitations. And so it is that we are the only one’s that know that the infinite entity is our creation, and when some us arrive at the infinite entity they will cease to know this, because to be an infinite entity you have to be irrational and imagine that you have always been that you will always be and that nothing came before you.