Monday, September 04, 2006

THE HETEROGENEITY OF ENERGIES

Truth does not exits! There is no ruler, no reality, no knowledge and no law or truth that the universe or the nothingness will not dare to violate. Everything is suspect and nothing can be proven beyond doubt to be absolute or above all other things. The concept of god while interesting can not be proven to be absolute, all truth suffers from an absolutist nature, that is it seeks to be the constant of the environment that it inhabits. It does not want anything else to violate it, and it wishes to be impervious to destruction. This is in accordance with the desire for existence, which originates with the desire for definition away from the possibility, real or not, of being in nothingness.

But the truth is that there is no absolute truth, no ultimate truth, even assuming that the nothingness could be a forever thing, no one could prove it, further it is doubtful that even the nothingness is aware of its infinity if it possesses it, even an omnipotent force could never prove to itself that it is the ultimate truth, it certainly could think it, and it certainly could convince mortals of its infinite nature, but in truth god can not prove to god that he is everything, the only thing that god can prove to god is that he is close minded, that there is nothing outside of him, that as far as god can see all he sees is himself. And even if god is so complex and interesting that he might never be able to see the end of his own personality the reality remains that an iota of doubt must remain within god, and if god does not doubt himself then he is the most intolerant and intolerable thing in existence. Intolerance however is a prerequisite to being a god, that is a god that officially doubted his own existence would have a problem being a god, so the reality or a god is that it can not communicate with anything outside of itself because god is the most self centered of all the concepts. In short god does not know doubt and that is his greatest limitation. It may reassure the religious that god can not doubt himself but they may want to bare in mind the fact that neither can he understand them from their perspective, anything that is absolute does not compromise with some other’s reality, god only cares about himself, not because he is necessarily bad but because he can not acknowledge any other.

If god is not an absolute truth other than in his own mind then can anything else be an absolute truth? Well scientist, the most concrete people in real life, would have us all believe that science can identify the truth, remove the veil of ignorance and prove the true workings and origins of things. Magnificent as that might be, the reality is that science, much like god, needs to believe in itself in order to create the empirical world that it inhabits. Belief is paramount to any form of creation, the desire to exist is a fundamental belief that if violated ends in perdition. Life seeks definition, the scientist will provide that for life, and in so doing, they serve to ground the belief.

Does this mean that science is just as blind as religion? Of course! Science like religion has an objective judge, the nature of things. If the nature of things does not objectively reproduce the scientific formulae then the scientist believe that it is bad science. Forgetting that science is just good for practical matters, like religion worships the invisibly miraculous, the scientific worships the visibly miraculous, the wonder of the human body, the wonder of natural forces, that is their real world, that which they can touch and feel and manipulate, if something can not be proven through repetition, experiment or by the sum of its parts, the scientist will refuse to believe it. Everyone in the real world knows that there is life in other planets, the only people who dare to doubt this, until it is proven, are the scientist. Many descent people are willing to question evolution but for the scientist. Scientist take it as a matter of fundamental truth that evolution is beyond question, the fact that we may have a severe perception problem here, and that indeed evolution might be fundamentally flawed or just wrong, is scientifically impossible, sure heresy.

But what if nature is flawed, what if the representation of nature is flawed, what if our perceptions are not our perceptions, there are a billion trillion reasons why science can be wrong, and one of them might be the fact that magic warlords created science and scientists so as to keep us prisoners of the material world. The worship of the material world, the love demonstrated towards the table of elements, the mathematical passions would seem incredible if we were more open minded.

Oh but like god who judges all fairly and equally, nature is too objective and fair to all. Interesting, very interesting. But science and religion are nowhere as criminal as the philosophers, the lovers of truth, ultimately philosophy is the most arrogant, the most superlative fool, its sole claim to existence is the search for truth. And just what truth has philosophy given us? A bunch of charlatans. Words and more words and to what end, and yes here I am one of them.

Language the priceless possession of the philosophers, word games, “know thy self” they tell us; why that is a commandment is it not? Of course it is and why does the philosopher trouble with us? Why is the charlatan so interested in teaching us to be critical? So that they can sit around and do nothing because philosophers are charlatans, someone who truly enjoys talking for a living, philosophers want the world to listen to the dance of words that they are able to create, but no real philosopher would be willing to die for philosophy, though some would certainly be more than happy to kill themselves days before their natural expiration date if only to keep us all chattering about them.

Go down the list of self help and ideology there are no absolute truths, the only thing that is true is what is currently felt by you to be true, reality is a composition of belief, created by common desire. The laws of physics work as much because the planets allow them to work as much as because we believe them, and things that are in proximity of each other, things that infest one another’s territory have common rules of engagement which become realities. The universe has common rules of engagement, and if things that are not like the universe want to inhabit this same point in space and time they will need to obey those rules of engagement or they will need to destroy them and give rise to their own. Familiarity is what holds the universe together, you can bet there is other life out there and we are the best evidence of that, because we would not be here if that were not the case.

So if there is no absolute truth then we are left with merely the expression of energies, energies that can be used for an infinite number of things. Energies that can be used or manifest themselves as good and evil, evil energies that can give rise to the idea of a devil but not necessarily require the existence of a devil for representation, there could be a thousand devils and they all could be evil in a thousand different ways but all would be drawing nourishment from the same sea of negative energy. Negative energies are what make us doubt things, negative energies cause us to doubt sincerity or the reality of our own existence, it is negative energy that is critical and avoids the seduction of happiness, it is negative energy that allows us to destroy tradition, it is negative energy that is liberal; positive energy is happy, positive energy is conservative, it is creative in that it works well with what it has on hand, positive energy is life affirming, in fact positive energies has faith, it is positive energy that allows for the idea of god, conservative energies are more religious but ironically while religion is something that rewards all after death, conservative energy is more of this world, it affirms reality, so while most religious fanatics will be constructs of positive conservative energy they are also the one’s most likely to be banking on a after life. It is positive energy that believes life could be a good thing but also and more the after life, positive energy invigorates, it also has little room for a critical mind, most critical minds are bathing in negative energy, the intellect is largely the construct of negative energy. But obviously the construct of all these energies is intertwined in all.

You can have creative and destructive energies, you can have negative and positive energies, magnetic and gravitational energies, you can have energies that work for parapsychology, anti and pro energies, energies that travel through space and time and energies that flood space and time, mental and physiological energies and you can have energies that are with us but have no force, no feel, no dynamic and are completely invisible yet influential in strange and unknown ways. Metaphysical energies often inhabit things without either the host or the energy being aware of each other, but all energies rise forth from the desire universe and the desire that there be definition and existence, from the desire of a universe, and there is a multitude of them, some obey the laws of physics and some violate them, some are real and will be real for as long as the universe survives and others are temporary manifestations. If we tap into one energy we might be able to put a rocket on another planet, if we tap into another energy we maybe able to predict earthquakes, or yet prevent an accident that we are able to foresee, with other energies yet we maybe able to torment our worst enemy, or we maybe able to bless our friends and family, and there is the energy that we can use for transformation so as to make ourselves a different character, or even a different form.

Energies develop characteristics within themselves, for instance feminine energy is a product of creative energy, feminine energy converts pure cosmic energy into matter, the womb is a phenomenal conversion chamber, the properties that make it work are not really understood by anyone; how it is that cosmic energy can be converted into biological matter is an interesting enough puzzle, but even more interesting is how consciousness is produced from it, while all of the universe is aware of itself it is aware of itself as a whole entity, the universe does not think outside of itself; oh but what the womb chamber actually accomplishes is an isolation of consciousness to such a pure extent that the new born actually considers its properties unique and separate from the rest of the universe. How is it that the entire universe can accept itself and yet from it rise a monstrosity that immediately identifies itself as unique and different from the hosting universe? It is an isolation of universal consciousness, the feminine womb, the tunneling chamber is an isolation unit that takes cosmic energy and consciousness and separates it from the rest of the universe, it is this separation upon creation that creates the feeling of loneliness, the sense that we must be a part of something larger and greater, and yet the isolation from the rest of the universe is so complete that we must work at exposing our corrupted connection to it all.